.::Day 43—10:02pm::.

I sat on my dresser and actually did fall asleep, but woke up because I was so cold and eventually decided it was not worth the cold.  I got into the bed and fell asleep for a little bit, but had a dreadful night of sleep.  My roomie woke up and took a shower, but stopped by my room before leaving for her band camp.  She asked how I slept and how I was doing…I appreciate her caring, but she was not there when I really needed her.  I am certainly not going to depend on her at all lest I be let down again.  My heart cannot take much more of that pain.

I stayed in the room until 10:40am when I left for my dog walking.  Also!!!  I got a call back from the job I applied for.  I have a meeting at 2:30pm on Tuesday.  Maybe I will get the job!  How cool would that be?!

I went to the mail room to pick up a package on my to AcBu and I should have been working on math today in the lab, but I wasted all of my time trying to catch up on my posts.  I still cannot get over last night and what my roomie said to her guy.  They must know.  Now I have to go back to the room and maybe do some reading for math?  Hopefully she will call her boyfriend and leave me alone.  The last thing I need is her asking me what is wrong.

Maybe I will rearrange my furniture again.  That was fun.