.::Day 37—11:30pm::.
Today was exhausting. I tried so many times to close my eyes and just rest, but to no avail.
No one else came by the room, which is good. I stayed in the room this morning until a little after 8:30am then went to change and left the building for a few hours. At first I just wanted to drive to Walmart to get some Sour Patch Kids, but then I really wanted something sweet so I caved and bought milk and a bag of mini donuts. I ate a few while I drove out of town a bit to fill up the car with cheaper gas. Then I had the brilliant idea of going for a cruise around the area which turned into me wanting to drive to the nearest Apple Store to hear options about my MacBook.
The trip was good, but I did hit some traffic on my way back. I headed straight back to campus and parked in My Lot so I could move some things around in the car before heading back to AcBu for the evening.
I did talk to my roomie. I explained my current situation, but once I told her I was reminded why I kept it from her in the first place. She was really no comfort nor did she have any advice. She will be moving in next week sometime so I may unofficially move in with her.
The rest of the day was uneventful. The exhaustion is getting to me. I am beginning to hallucinate and often my only thoughts are of sleeping. My body needs sleep, but my mind cannot handle it.
I should have worked on math. I will be doing that tomorrow, for sure. I barely used the computer today. I kind of wanted to limit the use after using it for so long yesterday.
I might hide behind/beside the printer in this room, just in case someone opens it up to check. I really hope no one does. I just want to stay here. I just want to stay somewhere inside.